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Damn

Sadly, there will be no baby.

I knew this was coming. Social work training says go with the gut feeling and my gut feeling was that this was not to be. So, even though I knew this would be the decision, it's still painful. I go for the appointment on Friday. That's provided I don't start bleeding tonight or tomorrow since the cramps are worse.

Now I'm just laying here on the couch, trying to sort out the feelings. I feel like I should feel worse. This would have been our little genetic amalgam, a little us that could learn to work the remote and gnaw on the corner of my DS. It was the reason for my sudden love of cheese curls and keilbasa.

I know that we could have kids in the future and I know that now is just not the right time but that doesn't make it easier.

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ladyfiona
Dec. 4th, 2008 05:41 pm (UTC)
::huge hug::

Be sure to take the time that you need for yourself. Don't let anyone tell you to "get over it already".

Take care of yourself.
tritia
Dec. 4th, 2008 06:18 pm (UTC)
Be sure to take care of yourself.
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